Further

Look at me, just look at me. Don't be scared.

I'm not because you're here but where I'm going you won't be and that's my fear. It's not death that frightens me but what happens after. Will I forget you? Will I ever see you again? What will happen to me?

I will find you.

How can you be sure? What if I get lost and can't make my way back? What if you forget me?

I will find you.

I should just say goodbye and face it and get it over with.

We never say goodbye, only goodnight remember? That word isn't in our vocabulary.

It feels like the word is entering mine again, facing god knows what. I'm sorry I'm inconsolable. I want to believe you. I believe in you but I don't know what happens next. What if this is the end of the road for us? I think I'd rather vanish from existence.

You don't need to believe it, just know it. I will find you again and we'll be together. Look in my eyes. Do you trust me?

With everything, with the keys to my soul.

Then just know I will find you.

I know you would never lie to me and the other option is unbearable so I will need to just let this go.

Think about the next time and all the fun we'll have. Imagine anything you ever wanted to do and we'll do it.

I don't care what we do as long as you are there.

I will be.

I'd like to visit that amusement park by the ocean again. Wonder what it'll be like in some future time...

I'd like that too.

I can smell the cotton candy and the popcorn in the air. I want us to be there now.

We will be, sooner than you know.

I can't wait to have the strength to hold you again through the night and to satisfy you like I want to. Goodnight my everything...you have been my happiness...I'll see you there...